BritAnnia

the shins and vegan cookie dough and getting me through this take home final right now
and i don't mean to sound pretentious or forget all punctuation or throw grammar to the wind
or annoy you or because of the fact that you are still reading this assume that you care.

maybe i am just sitting here and maybe i just feel like typing and maybe im hoping the meaning i am feeling right now will come out, somehow, through my english words

as if words can give any meaning to anything

as if they evoke emotion within us

i feel communication is highly emotional and right now i am very far away from the one i am most attached to, being only able to speak through letters and words that are written on a machine.

it's difficult.

so i listen to the shins again and i don't cry but instead i just feel

and i go for a walk with my dog and i listen in through earbuds and think about things and smile and wonder if it's true or not that my life really is going really great or if that one lyric means anything. the one about peering in on the good life that i may be doomed never to find.

and i wonder if there is even one person who checks this website to see when was the last time i wrote or wonders why i havn't or when i may again. or is it just me that does that, i wonder.

i've typed more words here now than i have on my exam in the last 3 hours. and i'm okay with that too.

i'd like to watch garden state now but i have to finish discussing art history and sonia delaunay's cleopatra and memento mori jewellery (it's latin for remember, you must die).

these words wont wrap up as nice as new slang makes me feel

goodnight <3